Four and a half years is approximately how long I have been neglecting myself now.
Sure there was a time there in the middle of the two boys where I was doing pretty well and it has mostly been all downhill for the past two years in particular. But I have had a little health wake up call of late and it is time to heal and mend from all of the increased stress that has been the past two years. Gosh I am getting all teary just writing this. I don’t even know if my new job is actually going to be less stressful but in a way I think that it just has to be.
The first thing I have done is I have given up caffeine. What! I know …crazy right. But it has been almost a week now and the only time I have missed it was on Sunday morning with our cooked breakfast. A nice pot of plunger coffee was part of the ritual. I have replace it with peppermint tea mostly, with a few other herbals thrown in for good measure and the odd decaf cappuccino at the shops. The biggest thing was the diet coke. I was a can a day, had to have it, drove to the shops especially kind of addict. For the first few days I switched to Caffeine free Diet coke, but it gave me a really strange feeling in my chest, similar the the one I get from Coke Zero – it is such a strange feeling that drinking it isn’t worth it. So that’s gone too.
Why all this? Well I have a feeling that I may have a bit of adrenal fatigue going on and along with a host of vitamin supplements, giving up the caffeine is strongly recommended. I am giving it 6 months to see how my energy levels are and try to determine if it has made any difference at all.
The second thing I am doing is giving myself the next 6 months to get back down to my happy weight and back to running regularly. I have also started playing field hockey again for the first time in about 20 years. Having a sport to play every week gives me a bit more motivation to get some level of fitness back again – just so that I can run around for 50 minutes with out feeling exhausted and tired the next day.
So I have signed up to the Michelle Bridges 12wbt again…because I absolutely don’t have a choice but to lose weight. I am six kilos about my previous ‘happy’ point and my ideal weight is around 66kg – right now I am 10kg over that.
So I decided it is time and that this will be my focus for the next six months.
Wish me luck!